Coming up for air
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
I mentioned something in class today to which I'd like to give a little more thought. We were speaking of the "moments of clarity" we sometimes get when we decontextualize the messages that we are bombarded with on a daily basis, and it brought to mind Plato's allegory of the cave. This simple parable basically deals with the artificiality of a worldview constructed on derived experience rather than direct experience:Imagine prisoners who have been chained since childhood deep inside a cave. Not only are their limbs immobilized by the chains, their heads are chained as well so that their eyes are fixed on a wall. Behind the prisoners is an enormous fire, and between the fire and the prisoners there is a raised walkway, along which shapes of various animals, plants, and other things are carried. The shapes cast shadows on the wall, which occupy the prisoners' attention. Also, when one of the shape-carriers speaks, an echo against the wall causes the prisoners to believe that the words come from the shadows. The prisoners engage in what appears to us to be a game - naming the shapes as they come by. This, however, is the only reality that they know, even though they are seeing merely shadows of images. (Wikipedia)
We can perhaps view our common perceptions of the world that surrounds us as being "shadow" images being presented to us by marketers. The moments of clarity we seldom experience are thus fleeting by nature: we are so unaccustomed to grasping reality with our own hands that the sensation is deceiving, suspicious and, invariably, short-lived.
We are afforded temporary moments where we feel like we truly grasp what matters, and unfortunately, those moments are few and far between. I remember feeling like I had a clear understanding of what mattered to me when my father died: a family, friends, and an honest life worth living. I don't know what happened between then and now, but here I am again, seemingly striving to fulfill ... what, exactly? Am I once more rushing to become someone I believe I have to become, or am I truly motivated by my own desires? How much of what I want do I really want? How much of what I want do I really need?
A close friend of mine seems to have it all figured out: live a good life, treat your friends with respect, love your family, and desire nothing more than what you need. Above all else, have a passion. That last element is especially crucial. I think, sometimes when I let myself entertain such notions, that perhaps my true passion is not being served, but rather placated and drowned by other ambitions, the origins of which are unclear.
Maybe the greatest insight this blog will provide is the means to uncover this passion. We'll see.

